Risk, Time, and Self Improvement

I took risk and only then I understand the miracle of life fully when I allow the unexpected to happen. Everyday, God gave us the morning to change everything that makes us unhappy about yesterday. Happiness is a blessing but it is often a conquest. We may suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments—but all is temporary. I realized that I should feel sorry for the person who is afraid of taking risk. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or perhaps he will not suffer the way others do when they have their dreams to follow but when that person looks back—he wasted his life because of his fears. And by the time they realize this, the opportunity have already passed them by.

I grabbed whatever opportunity there was, thinking that I can make my own destiny. I was hoping for a perfect time and a perfect moment that everything will fall into its proper places but the opportunity that I hoped didn’t came. I can’t force it and realized that I can only do so much about it too but the thought of at least I have done something, matters a lot. In every ending of my conquest I realized that I may never have the great victory at times but not even a great defeat! because I know I did not waste my life and that I will never have to go through the question of “what if?” It is essential that I never had regrets in the choices I made because I know I have done everything the best way I could.

I am not looking for a person to love. I am not deliberately looking anymore—I am only waiting to be searched. I don’t hope for a prince or a knight in a shinning armor no more. My wish is just the same as with all the singles out there—just a lovable person who is equally capable of giving me love. I thought that all it takes to find true love is a good marketing strategy—be an idiot. There are just some things that are infinite and inconsistent but that makes it more fun, exciting, and cosmic. It’s not something that you can discover a perfect formula in order to arrive at the desired result. It’s not something you can make a goal of. Just get on with life. I learned from Richard Gere that we are all work in progress that’s why for me now, with this time I seek for self-improvement.