Goodbye To My Special Stranger
For some reason, I decided to post this again. It's no longer the same emotions now when I wrote this but this is the most commented entry I ever had. This entry made "someone else" feel sort of confusion that really gave me a blow. Well, I don't care anymore if I was able to give this message to my special stranger but somehow, I think I did! =)
Update: Well, I think goodbye is not forever in this case..
Actual Posted 21 February 2005/22:25H
Tonight I am finally closing this chapter of my life, chapter that actually hasn’t really started yet. I guess I was in a fantasy of meeting my knight in a shining armor and creating my own wonderland where people live happily and ever after. Fairytales are just for kids maybe and for someone who believes that love will find its way for a hopeless romantic princess wanna be like me.
It was a great time spending with my special stranger. We may never really had each other but he once been a reason of my smiles which I will always be thankful for. For some reasons I have to stop and live life without the hopes that someday he will be standing in front of me. I have to stop for I felt disillusioned now with the idea of having him in my life.
Maybe it wasn’t the right time or perhaps it was a mistaken identity of my true knight in a shining armor. For whatever reason why God brought him into my life, I am sure he made my each day interesting to look forward to which I will always be happy remembering about. I am maybe feeling a bit sad now because a goodbye was never a happy situation. I just have to stop and wake up from the reality that I shouldn’t be exerting an effort to someone who can never be true and will remain to just live in the world of fantasy where prince charming exists.
I know he will read this blog and this would atleast let him know that he has been special to me even in that strange situation we had. I am saying goodbye now to someone who never really came into my life. To someone out there who made Karen happy again. To someone that thought me that a person will always be a working progress.
I may never be the princess in your fairyland but you were atleast been an Archer that struck an arrow straight to my heart.
Grazie!
thinking aloud @ 10:52 PM
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13 Comment:
Well Nick, if you will just read between the lines in the last part that I wrote and think deeply that I am literally and figuratively telling who is the guy. If ever you will get the name, don't blog it okay? =)
How come? Have you guys ever meet again as promised? I mean, you didn't click? I guess now I can have this perfect chance. Ha! Ha! Ha!
Whhhaaaaaaatttttttt?! Finally you are ending your insanity of finding your knight in a shining armor by looking far while I am just right here! HEHEHEHE! Take care!
Nick!!!! You are really crazy! I have given the name in the last part..
You mentioned Archer, is he a La Sallian? :) Knight in shining armor huh? Keep it up Karen I have deep respect for ladies who waits for her ulitmate romance. :)
My God! What's with this entry that makes other people react this way?! It's funny..probably, if my ex-special stranger (sorry I have to put ex-special)have seen this post, he perhaps damn feeling airhead by now.
Nick, I can't help not to smile with your persistence to know about this guy. I will try to blog more about this--I will just try okay? Because I can no longer deepen my emotions with this issue.
Andy a.k.a Instakil and the so called "A" in "N"s life (haba ng intro). I can't confirm or deny here about the name but good try friend.
Until next time..
Today is not yesterday - if memory have its force and worth, so also has hope.
well..thanks yourdestiny for droppin by. The way you said it makes me think who you are. Thanks again..this post made a lot of issues in my life really when it shouldn't have been.
the best song for both of you:
I don't want to miss a thing
(Aerosmith)
(** - **)
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I´m wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Hope you like it karen.
Hmmm..Thanks for the song Butterfly's Mind! Are you someone I sort of know? Anyway, hope you'll continue reading my blog/life. =)
ahhh grazie huh? so he's italian....:D
don'T all girls wish for their knight in shining armor? i grew up hoping for that too. thinking im a princess waiting for prince charming. until that shrek movie came out and i got confused. hehehe..
seriously though, i think one should definitely wait for that great love...because when one rushes love...the repurcussion is catastrophic. emotionally.
We are products of our past, but we don't have to be prisoners of it. but this blog is the most interesting i've ever read this morning!
Well nette..Shrek? Hahaha! Anyway, I guess my last word grazie really made a confussion. Nope this is not for an Italian boy who he also thought this was for him. =(
Mia, Thanks for droppin by. "We are products of our past, but we don't have to be prisoners of it." --yep, that's how i deal with life..I remember this special stranger of mine told me once that "No matter what we do..the past is wasted.." =) I'm done and over with everything about him..its just a nice thought he found me in a funny way.
I'm glad you liked my blog..thanks really!
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