Random Thoughts

Maybe I am sounding too idealistic having qualifications when it comes to finding the right man for me—-but believe it or not, I know when he comes I wouldn’t have to get my list because I normally just fall in love but still for the right reasons. There maybe no explanations how I feel that love but I always make sure I am doing it right. I mean, I don’t fall in love just for the sake of falling and going for the bliss it will give me. I don’t fall in love thinking that it will end and that is probably the reason why I am careful when it comes with the heart.

Perhaps just like the rest, we have qualifications that we want our partner to have. Normally or more often it doesn’t happen that way but we still indeed fall in love with that person having different qualities from what we have dreamed of. And we didn’t realize that it can make the two of you end up having a good chemistry after all.

Now I realized that I never wanted a boy who has been so good in the past. I mean of course I don’t want someone who was once a killer, rapist, or beats a girl kind of thing. I want to meet him having an easy life and only care about himself. Who as well never looks for love. This may sounds weird but after analyzing everything—it is more acceptable for me. I mean, turning a boy into a man. A boy is like a growing kid who careless instead of having a man who will fool around when he’s already old. I don’t mean I wanted to change that someone but I wanted to be his turning point. (awwww!) I guess this is the kind of love I wanted to have. Not a perfect boy because either am I isn’t perfect at all. It’s like hoping that you will not fall in love with him but you suddenly find yourself already falling.

Well, actually I just have a song again that I wanted to relate with this. This is the song I imagine playing in the air when I meet this special someone. Should be the song he will dedicate for me. Hehehe!

I Hope That I Don’t Fall in Love With You
by Marc Cohn

Well I hope that I don't fall in love with you
'cause falling in love just makes me blue,
Well the music plays and you display your heart for me to see,
I had a beer and now I hear you calling out for me
And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.

Well the room is crowded, people everywhere
And I wonder, should I offer you a chair?
Well if you sit down with this old clown, take that frown and break it,
before the evening's gone away, I think that we could make it,
and I hope that you don't fall in love with me.

Well the night does funny things inside a man
These old tom-cat feelings you don't understand,
Well I turn around and look at you, you light a cigarette,
I wish I had the guts to bum one, but we've never met,
And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.
I can see that you are lonesome just like me, and it being late,

You'd like some company,
Well I turn around and look at you, and you look back at me,
The guy you're with has up and split, the chair next to you is free,
And I hope that you don't fall in love with me.
Now its closing time and the music's fading out
Last call for drinks,I’ll have another stout.

Well I turn around to look for you, you're nowhere to be found,
I search the place for your lost face, guess I’ll have another round

And I think that I just fell in love with you.

**You can listen short to this song by going to the link**
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/B0001GOHPC/102-9053056-4006508?v=glance