How I want him to come in my life?

One friend suddenly asked me this question. I thought he’s silly to think about this things but it made me think now. When I experienced pains in loving, that’s when I actually stopped hoping for someone perfect even though I know perfections doesn’t exist because we are just humans..our life is a lesson that we have to learn and not to master perfections but to live fully.

I fall in love couple of times and I have cried too. Once a relationship had ended, I was hoping that hate will remain for awhile in my heart so that love will not come for a moment but I guess love always resides in my heart.

So how do I picture him walking in my life?

I guess it will be just an ordinary day. He will not come riding a horse in a shinning armor. He doesn’t need to be a prince charming that must kiss me to wake me up after a long sleep. I know I am one of the people who dreamed to have a fairytale love story because once in my childhood days like any other young girls, I also wished of becoming a princess. I just want to meet him casually in a gloomy day. A little wind blowing as I wear my hair down. I know others may hate it because it will just ruin their curls but my idea is, I want him to see my beauty at its worst. I don’t need a fancy date, all I wanted is a moment. I want a relaxed ambiance which could allow us to laugh as loud as we could and be quiet as we just enjoy sitting next to each other. I just hope him to see me as a woman and not just a person. I want him to discover that behind this strong personality is a hopeless romantic individual. I want him to know that it’s not only laughter but I also cry and can still be affected with emotional distress. I don’t want him to promise me the best of everything but I want him to dream and hope for us instead. The other details I want it to come in surprise.